Another day has passed.

It’s wednesday.
I long for a break free from everything.
Especially work. Why is it so hard to find a right job?
Gonna start sending resume soon…
The environment is killing me everyday.

Didn’t expect myself to cry in office because of colleagues. But i did. What a loser.
Texted the HB, all he said was just quit and find better job.
The work environment doesn’t suit me.
I need comforting.
Why didn’t i strike a million?

Facing so much problems…
the house. the work. which i need to face at least 8hours a day for both.
Giving me enough stress. I feel so upset, but what can i do?
i can’t just move out. i can’t just quit.
I am stuck.

what else can i do?
God please tell me…

Till date, I feel restless…

I will never know when is the right time to say the right words.
It has always been me, saying the wrong things.

What’s wrong with me?
The husband says it’s because i am too bossy. Am I? I didn’t realised it somehow.
What if i am really bossy when it comes to work?
To get the things done the proper way is consider bossy? I thought those were work ethics.

having a social network, has it pros and cons.
pros are you get to steal a moment from your work, relax, yada yada yada….
cons…. you get upset when you read about other people unhappiness about working with you indirectly.
isn’t this sad?
I have to still pretend nothing happen. Goes to work, face the same people, have lunch, work and wait for knock off.
I thought we were friends, at least to me i thought we were more than just colleagues.
i was wrong. colleagues will always be just colleagues isn’t it?
but i am pretty sure some of you out there are making friends out of colleagues. Just that it wasn’t me.
Ain’t my turn.

When i thought my work place was a dream come true. A perfect work environment.
Good Salary, Good Bonus, Great colleagues, Good staff welfare, Great environment.
Now, it’s tearing up pieces of my so-called dream come true work place.
I get to feel the pinch. Slap me back to the reality of work life here.
Back to the square.
This time round, I choose to stay or leave like how i ran away from my ex-ex company?
I am no longer the 20 years old fresh grad.
I am a mid coming late twenties professional hoping to find a comfort zone to start up my little family.

You won’t know what’s coming for you.

meanwhile, i need shoulder to lean on. Take a rest from everything.
Tired of all the so called society university. I will never graduate from it.

What should I Do?
Penniless in my pocket. No Cert. Have age.

p.s If life is like a box of candy, i wished mine is a box of wishes.

It has been long and some donkey years…

Can’t believe that things have changed since 03rd Oct’09.

It’s time to round that up and resumed the usual self.

Have been missing out bits and larges pieces of everything.

I miss my girls.

Those days where I get to hang out after work… yada yada yada….

Or rather, the work and family has taken too much of me lately.

The stress level is there.

Moving house. and preparing to get used to new faces to join the family.

It will be tough. I am sure. But hell to those tough.

Without God, I am nothing.

God Bless.

 

p.s. You will never know what is coming for You.

hello… It’s monday duh.

Oh gosh.

I can’t believe my weekend to have ended this fast. so does the monday too.

In a week time, I’ll be having my exams!

I am so gone! yet to touch the books. and my maths sucks big time.

on the other hand, this friday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY! yahooo~

someone please give me a hug when you see me.

this is a request.

 

p.s. I want to turn back the time.

I’m so out of my life.

24yrs old this year.

i am still wondering around.

don’t know what i want.

p.s. i hate it.

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It’s Valentine’s Day! and you’ve brigthen it.

Thank you Shan!

You’re the one who brigthen my valentine’s day!

Thank you for the effort and i love them. It has been Great and beautiful throughout these years of friendship. Building together with the rest.

Thank you for the unconditional support all these while. This is delicated to the following :

Keng Keng

Elsyne

Cynthia

Shu Rong

Zoe

and of cos,

Shan…

Our 11 years of friendship (17 years for one),  It has been a GREAT one. Memories of you girls, craved  millions memories lane.

This valentine’s. I celebrated Friendship.

Thank you shan, keng, elsyne, cyn, shuRong,zoe.

I’m looking forward to the many years of friendship we will be holding together.

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!!

 

With Love,

Christine

someone send me this song.

擦肩而过

我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
~~end~~

CHristmas christmas….

2008!!

Christmas is on the way with less than 2 weeks.

Can’t believe it?

Me too.

SOmehow, the christmas mood this year sucks big time.

somehow…christmas eve =  silent night.

Some may have plans going out for partying, dinner with family, friends, loved ones and many more to come.

 

Christmas list for this year?

Nil.

somehow, i just want the simplest thing in life.

which money can’t buy, neither can you earn it.

It comes naturally.

 

p.s. white christmas. red christmas.green christmas. multi-colored christmas. the mood is just not there.

The Real You

You’ve got great self-confidence and you’re full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people’s feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people’s eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up–it’s okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

p.s http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test79.aspx