Protected: I’m not a Princess.

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All well in life?

Oh gosh…

I need a part time now!!! or please find me a higher pay job?
Expenses running really high.
Hp bills went up!!!
I got a shocked when i saw the bill…For the first time I’ve such a high hp bill.

Expenses:
House allowance.
Electricity bills.
HP bills (Dad + Mine)
Starhub TV + internet.
Insurance.

These are enough to burn a BIG hole in my pocket.
A really big one i mean.

Afterall, it all drains down to money again.
I’ve been saving. somehow, it’s never enough. =(

p.s. I need a pillar to lean on and rest.

p.s.

Protected: My heart aches…

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I lost my Handphone!!!!!!!

Screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!

I need a new phone… shitty… I hate it.
Another hole in my pocket for next month.
Lose your hp equal lossing contacts….

Now i lost all contacts! some friends are just un-contactable without that hp of mine!
But in year 2008 i really want iPhone…
dreaming of it every now and then..especially after my hp has disappeared.

Watched Ratatouille!!! It was nice~
“Anyone can cook”
any more good movies coming up?! i wanna watch them…

hahaha…

alrite… update again…

p.s Dreaming of you

So many places i wanna go..

oh man… I slept my sat and sun at home SLEEPING!!
can you believe i SLEPT the whole day?!

On sat i actually have it all planned to go dye my hair… then… i was lazy due to the moody sat i have woke up with… She’s finally here! and I’m suffering now. PMS will be over soon. =p
Therefore, no frens to go out with, nothing in particular to do. And Suddenly i missed those times… *slap me
SOmeone to watch movie with…
someone to go out and have fun with…
someone to have dinner with on weekends…
*please slap me and tell me it’s all over!! Stopping thinking about that *him

So and now is Sunday…
Two moons. on the 27th August. Midnight.
restless. In pain. moody. and sad.
thought of watching ratatoullie with my sis… but she watched it on friday night with my bro-in-law.
thought of watching evan’s ark with her too… she told me she already watched it..
Shitty… Whatever movie i wanna watch i just can’t find someone to watch with me.
Total silence in me now.

p.s: I’m a headless chicken now…

Moving on without me.

Can’t believe that you could simply move on without me.
Why am I always the one being ditched by people?
What wrong have i done to deserve such treatment?

Why am i still thinking about all theses?
Do I still miss him?
there are so many questions in me that held me back for so long.
I want to move on too.
Help!! I need Help!!
Falling and picking yourself up is not so easy as you said.
This time round I really fell so hard that I didn’t even want to try to stand again.
I told myself I will move on. I just need some time.

I’m sure I can do it. I know I can.
I’m bigger than any problem I’m going to face ahead of me.
I willbe stronger than I ever will be in the past.
meanwhile, Just let me be in whatever state of confusion I want to be in.

I’m not sure of what i want to do, where i’m heading, what’s my dream and on and on…
I want to break free.
God Bless.

p.s. In the process of moving on.

And this goes on…

雨 不停落下來 花 怎麼都不開
儘管我細心灌溉 你說不愛就不愛 我一個人 欣賞悲哀

愛 只剩下無奈 我 一直不願再去猜
鋼琴上黑鍵之間 永遠都夾著空白 缺了一塊 就不精采

緊緊相依的心如何Say goodbye 你比我清楚還要我說明白
愛太深會讓人瘋狂的勇敢 我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼

把手放開不問一句 Say goodbye 當作最後一次對你的溺愛
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管 只要你能愉快

心 有一句感慨 我 還能夠跟誰對白
在你關上門之前 替我再回頭看看 那些片段 還在不在

緊緊相依的心如何Say goodbye 你比我清楚還要我說明白
愛太深會讓人瘋狂的勇敢 我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼

把手放開不問一句 Say goodbye 當作最後一次對你的溺愛
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管 只要你能愉快

緊緊相依的心如何Say goodbye 你比我清楚還要我說明白
愛太深會讓人瘋狂的勇敢 我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼

把手放開不問一句 Say goodbye 當作最後一次對你的溺愛
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管 只要你能愉快

只要你能愉快

One day to the reality.

One more day to his decision.
Whether he chose to stay or leave.
Just when I have see improvement in the relationship, he has to come and wake me from my dream. What more can I do?
If you want to go, I will let go of your hands.
I will not be like 4 years ago, asking for you to stay when I knew you never love me.

What should I do next? At the age of 22. Jobless, No aim in Life, Unsure of what I want to persue in terms of studies. Totally in the mist of mistakes and unsure.

What will my future be like?
If only fairy-godmother exist, I want to make a wish.
For once, if there is shooting stars.

p.s. Heart-attack in process.