Oh gosh.
I can’t believe my weekend to have ended this fast. so does the monday too.
In a week time, I’ll be having my exams!
I am so gone! yet to touch the books. and my maths sucks big time.
on the other hand, this friday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY! yahooo~
someone please give me a hug when you see me.
this is a request.
p.s. I want to turn back the time.
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24yrs old this year.
i am still wondering around.
don’t know what i want.
p.s. i hate it.
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擦肩而过
我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
~~end~~
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2008!!
Christmas is on the way with less than 2 weeks.
Can’t believe it?
Me too.
SOmehow, the christmas mood this year sucks big time.
somehow…christmas eve = silent night.
Some may have plans going out for partying, dinner with family, friends, loved ones and many more to come.
Christmas list for this year?
Nil.
somehow, i just want the simplest thing in life.
which money can’t buy, neither can you earn it.
It comes naturally.
p.s. white christmas. red christmas.green christmas. multi-colored christmas. the mood is just not there.
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You’ve got great self-confidence and you’re full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people’s feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people’s eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up–it’s okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
p.s http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test79.aspx
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Every rainbow comes after the rain…
When you found someone you wanna spend the rest of your life with,
you can’t wait for the rest of the life to start…
p.s be my rainbow…
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Watched movie with the boyfriend on friday night.
enjoyed myself. Lovin’ it.
work stress level is climbling the ladder.
Recession is rolling its ball.
tight budget.
empty pocket.
p.s extra income anyone?
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The boyfriend has fallen sick.
Didn’t go school together. Didn’t get to see him either.
He’s nice enough to offer the taxi fare. But I went for a bus journey instead.
I know you’re sick, and i was worried sick for you when you didn’t reply my sms and calls.
I thought something happened unto you or wat. This freaks me.
Anyhow, I know you’re safely home. this settles my heart.
p.s. if whatever i feel is not real, don’t wake me from it.
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As we have known…
Life is full of uncertainties.
Every morning, we’ve choices to make.
Deal with it, or walk away.
Every choice you’re gonna make holds a certain level of risk.
Are you game enough?
Many a times, we’ve found ourselves saying… ” if I’ve known… this earlier…yada yada…”
what would you have done? How early is this “earlier”?
Cold hard truth about life? Humans will be never satisfy about what they have.
If being kind to others equates to being cruel to oneself.
Where would you choose to stand? Good? or Bad?
Life itself is a gamble. Have you prepared yourself?
side-track alittle.
I spent my sat with gfs(els and shan).Watched house bunny. Indeed a bimbo-tic movie yet holds a hidden agenda. I mean this purely stands from my opinion. How true it is, judge on your own instinct.
Being pretty is one thing, what matters most is the heart you bring it with you. Are they true to yourself. If you were to lie to your heart, how true can you be to others? I mean it’s the fact right? Am I stating anything not facture? Don’t come telling me about white lies, afterall, it’s still a lie right?
Okay what am I blabbering about again? hah… random thoughts.
now a double side-track…
About Ann.
Him making the effort despite his tiredness. I appreciated.
Busy Boyfriend I have. I’m lovin’ him still.
Making the effort to pick me up whenever he can…
Making the effort to send me home whenever he can…
p.s Friendship isn’t a big thing, it’s a million little things.
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Keng Keng.
Elsyne.
Wei Shan.
Zoe.
Cynthia.
Shu Rong.
Amanda.
Angel.
Karen.
Raven.
Alphon.
Siying.
Florence.
And of cos…
My Ann.
I miss you all. I really need a place to rest. To allow me to bitch about.
To lean on. Went from wordless to speechless.
It’s not about masking oneself. It’s because you wanna hide the inner, weaker self so that others won’t find out. It will always remain as who i bring myself as. A happy girl. It’s tiring enough to take care of my own emotions. Yet, I still have to take care of other’s.
To even think about how to make everyone around me happy. When it’s pretty obvious, that it’s a mission impossible. You can never make everyone happy. This woke me up. I finally came to realise that I can’t make everyone happy. Who’s there to make me happy either?
When you realised someone is being selfish, self-center, split personalities, taking you for granted. What would you do? In the past or even till now. I compromise. I give in. I take it all upon myself. I’m like an endless bottle. Taking in whatever people discard. When people take someone for granted, they will never know. Not to mention, notice. It never happens and never will. No one will confess about themselves for taking someone else for granted.
And why am I tolerating all this nonsenses? Simply drills down to because I care. I care to see people around me being happy. I care to take away their sadness.
I don’t expect anyone to be 24/7 for me. I expect myself to be one. Because I know the pain of each hurt someone will have to go through when no one is there for them. I’ve chosen this path. I shouldn’t have regret in any way. How does it feels when people ignore your sms? How does it feels when people ignore your call? How does it feels when people ignore your care? Did you even realised the pain have become double the dosage?
When we sms, call, or what so ever. It’s because we care, you came to our mind. We misses you some way or the other. If you are near, miss won’t appear. When you’re distance, misses will come haunting you. This is how missing someone has become. When your mind realised they have become distance, your mind will start to miss them. This is missing someone.
Everyone yearns to have a place in someone heart, be it a big space or a corner to stand. Everyone wants to be remembered. To be missed. To be thought of. To be cared for. To be loved. To be noticed of.
I am, I need, I want as well. I’m a human too.
I’m no superhero. I’m no different from anyone who wants TLC.
I’m a unique self. Everyone is.
*These are thoughts, thoughts that went through my mind in the day. (Stop all the emo trend cum vrius) It’s killing me. It’s draining me. Don’t pretend to be emo infront of me, I’m way too deep than anyone else. I need a breather too.
No one knows how out of breathe I am. (now that everyone knows, because of this blog)
Am I being logical to even pen this down? when it should be buried six feet underground. I could have keep this hidden. Why am I exposing myself to the world? Tell me a reason. I am out of breathe, and it’s filling the level of exhaustion.
Afterall, This is MY BLOG. I own this space to rant things. Don’t like the idea of reading my rantings. Stay out! Because this is infections.
Now that I have cleared some level of exhaustions. I will be recharged to move forward.
Welcome Infections of the world, the emo drama mama world of emotions which i despised.
I, Christine welcome you with my door open.
p.s. Each smile on my face, is to make you smile.
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